great expectations

I have great expectations for 2009.

Why?

Because on paper, as at the 4th of January, I have a couple of thousand dollars in the bank, an option agreement and one week of work left.

After that, I don't really have anything solid, anything to rely on.

It's scary and yes, I am shitting myself.

But possibly, just possibly good things could come of the fact that I don't yet have a job or somewhere to live. I'm not sure how things will go in Perth.

But I do know what I'm leaving behind.

I'm leaving behind a great group of friends - the best. They're reliable, amazing people who I absolutely love each for their own reasons.

I'm leaving behind a great house and an even better housemate. My life has never been more simple than under this roof.

I'm leaving behind the best coffee in the world, and it's cheaper than coffee in Perth and served by intuitive baristas who have become great friends.

I'm leaving behind my surrogate family. I have three of the best big sisters ever. They're just great.

I'm leaving behind a place that can be spectacular in all four seasons. A green canopy of street trees in summer, all the colours of autumn, the fun of snowball fights in winter and the blossoms of spring. There's even a fifth season called 'ha ha tricked you'. It sporadically rears its ugly head with freezing cold weather in spring and summer. Best of all in each of these (four) seasons, there's a festival that encourages you to drink and eat lots.

I'm leaving behind my wanderlust, my ability to pack up the car and just go.

But I take with me a whole load of memories and experiences and lifelong friends who I know will be there for me forever.

It's only scary to leave because it's been so good.

Oh yeah, I have great expectations for this year because I'm out on a limb, in a place where I have to rely on more than just myself.