melancholy madness from everyone's favourite jess.

I never knew how weird my behaviour becomes when I get upset until now.

I found out that I didn't get a job from a voicemail message my mum left on my phone. I was driving down the freeway at the time. Let's just say, it lead to some cheaparse retail therapy.

Normally when I go shopping, I have a set route. I know what I want and I get it. This time around, I'd go wherever I felt, I was insanely indecisive.

This indecisiveness included walking up to Gloria Jeans and instead of asking for my normal regular skinny latte, I asked for something caffeinated with cream.

It's not often that I can't choose coffee for myself.